MIRRORS #1
I’m looking at the guy in mirror.
the beard. Small eyes. no jaws.
hair wrong. voice wrong. at least. quite enough.
olympics on tv, small folks fighting.
respect for the foe. hard work to be patriot.
hard work for four years. to be defeated in 55 seconds.
I’m looking at the guy in mirror.
for 3 seconds. five at most.
I’ve just to spit it out, like on Columns.
When I knew my fears, new and obvious.
and legit. cause everyone is scared about getting old.
everyone is scared about being alone. changing girl. changing city.
work. home.
never been scared of feeling.
no fears in love. or loving. of being loved.
risks always taken in life and love.
maybe for too long?
I don’t think so.
do you feel yourself when you cry?
do you fear yourself when you cry?
cause maybe
I said maybe
it’s the only place where I really live.
but no one fears a reflection right?
no one is scared of the most familiar of smiles.
olympics on tv, small folks fighting.
kick the hell out of themselves. in a regulated small space.
no runaways.
[there are some rules in getaways]
no runaways.
no runaways.
referees are maybe stoned
there’s a faker right there on the floor
with lies [lies - lies] is covering all
MIRRORS #2
ride your arms
it’s everything I like to
it’s everything I want to
I want your storm
right now
your eyes closed
the only way you see me
and you know
that I just want to come
closer to your smile
MIRRORS #3
where are you now.
still in Rome? How Naples was?
I don’t even care if you still fuck the same guy or not.
Or if you love him.
do you love him?
forget it.
cause you’re stronger then me
are still proud of me?
do you feel me inside Blonde
Like in Godspeed, you know
this is why Lemonade for me is still undone.
for me is still undone.
so please.
at least.
feel me in songs.
but you’ve been [in two secs] over all this.
no sweat.
right?
so please.
at least.
feel me in songs.
search for me in songs.
this shouldn’t have been about you.
I was thinking this would not have been about you.
MIRRORS #4
I’m weak.
I’m weak.
I’m weak.
that much to be forced to be strong.
to be okay.
to be strong.
to feel great.
to say it’s better.
now without you
I’ve lost you forever.
I’ve lost you forever.
I’ve lost you forever.
[crucify a god
someone you’ve prayed
for so long]
MIRRORS #5
Bugatti strikes
motorbikes
under my window
in the meanwhile
on the inside
just a slow motion
of
[you
[you
still here]
paralyzed
ceiling white
seeing red
seeing mistakes
grown and wild
still a child
seeing red
seeing red
[you
still here]
MIRRORS #6
the fool. the stripes.
the cuts. the lies.
the fucks. the lights.
MIRROR #7
choose your dreams
choose your faith
shoes to walk right ways
[we’re living on a dream anymore]
hell has gates
and ringing bells
pool sides
ufo lights
I want to believe
some 90s shit
and goosebumps
everytime you were here
goosebumps
MIRROR #8
tricks are gone
from the living side
to dead one
going across
a named you river
I’ll bring back my love
to the moon
I’ll save my damn love for the moon
fam first
like you used to say
fam first
flying from Miami
to Iowa
or anywhere that far
[Taiwan]
say goodbye to the river
say goodbye to that stone
MIRROR #9
you should just told me you needed some time alone
but I’m glad that at least we didn’t break up by phone
that would have been so gross
[so gross]
now that I know that you are fucking with someone else
now that my heart is bleeding for someone else
today we got something, and I bet it will never ends
maybe, that was our faith: forever best friends
forever I’ll care the promise we had
we promised to push all the ghosts back to hell
and people we know they’re still asking “so?”
we don’t need to keep on explaining no more
I know
there’s a place between my heart and mind
